Saturday, February 04, 2006

Can anyone tell me?

Can anyone tell me why I:

  • can't be happy
  • am always alone
  • never know what to do or say
  • hate myself in every aspect
  • don't sleep/eat normally
  • see horrible things when I dream or have mental images like flashes
  • lie to everyone at one point or another about my 'health'
  • lost everything going on twice
  • never see the good
  • haven't had a high in so long
  • can't seem to take the meds
  • don't know where to go with my life

Can anyone tell me the point?

1 comment:

Unknown said...

well,

i've finally calmed down today... i am happy, alone; wondering if i've ruined my best relationship by following the advice of someone who wanted to be my next relationship; and realise i've been a bit manic for weeks. i had a problem with eating too, and alcohol seems to have a wierd wierd effect so i've cut it down, but got really drunk on thursday.

try to eat good : natural, healthy food. the meds might be depressing you. Good luck.

:-D