Happy New Year, whatever.

Okay, maybe it is that I spend the majority of New Year Rocking Eves alone or maybe it's all the times my dad said 1/1 was just another day on a calendar and not a real holiday, either way.... I am ready for it to be over. Because guess what, it isn't a real holiday... Christmas, Easter, 4th of July... holidays. But regardless how you see it, today is about reflection and hope, looking at last year and choosing all the crap you did wrong and saying this year you won't do it. (You will and do....) But let's for a second forget that part and look at last year, this new year, and what it has in store for me.

Last year, I resolved to take a photo everyday. I made it like 3 months. That was a tough one I do say. I resolved to look better in general (failed). To be more healthy (failed). Overcome illness (possibly impossible). To practice only safe sex (technically passed but that was way easier than it could have been. For the record, I have been single for about ever.)

This year, I have already broken at least 3 resolutions I would liked to have had for myself, and it's day one. Oh, hell... 4. So, I resolve to start tomorrow.

Basic rundown of tomorrow's and the rest of the year's plan:
-Care more about health, appearance, human interaction, manner, and illness.
-Take photos often. Everyday might not be possible, but maybe weekly.
-I want to be in school in the fall. And that my friends may also prove to be: possibly impossible.
-Work on the finances and my career goals.
-Don't do things thats I don't want to or that I know are wrong. This sounds easy, right? This is the first one I broke today I think. I live in a world where I feel meaningless, and I let people abuse that way too often.
-Since the safe sex thing was easy, I will choose that one again.
-I wouldn't mind a little vacation sometime this year. Something simple, pretty.
-Finally, this year I hope I live. That I don't sink. I choose this year to be the first in 6 that I don't wish away.

So, to you all (imaginary friends), I resolve this year to be one that none of us regret, but that we cherish.

Much love to those people near and far that remain close to my heart.

I am out.