Stephanie's electronic landscape....

Better Late than Never: Wall-e Widget

2008-10-07T17:32:00.000-07:00

Well, I have seen Wall-e twice and I loved it!!! I can't wait until the movie comes out next month. While surfing, I found this widget and I have to add it...

Check back soon, Stephanie

edit:
So, the last widget is no longer receiving updates so this is the new one.

Preparing for Hurricane Ike

2008-09-12T14:21:00.000-07:00

So, wow... I haven't blogged in like 9 months. I am always keeping busy with work, friends, and hobbies. Well, I finally have time.

Today, Sept 12th, all of Houston is gathered in their living rooms watching and waiting for Hurricane Ike to make landfall. Later this evening, Ike will crash onto Galveston with enough water to cover the island. As the storm passes through Houston, it will still be a caterogy 1 or 2 bringing strong winds and rains. The only fear I have for my third floor apt is maybe roof or window damage. I am crashing at a friend's house passing the time until the damage is done to the city. I was hoping to spend the day in my apt playing 360 with Guy*, but it turns out crashing at Erin's place is going to be better. We have movies, snacks, and great conversation. Hurricane Slumber Party! I will keep you out there posted and will write more often.

Eeriest moment so far: Those staying against advisement in water surge/ flooding areas being asked to mark their arms with their social security numbers so if necessary their bodies can be identified.

*Guy will be how I refer to the guy who was, is, and may be in my life in a variety of relationship types. I am sure that he would not want me to write about him by name. Nor would I want to draw specific attention to the weirdest relationship of my life.

Music Recommendation List

2008-01-06T14:22:00.000-08:00

All songs listed as recommendations here on the blog with or without video:

The Killers: Andy, You're a Star
Lost Prophets: Last Summer
Dave Matthews Band: Lie in Our Graves
Something Corporate: The Runaway
Third Eye Blind: Good for You, Semi-Charmed Life, & Deep Inside of You
Madonna: Hung Up & Sorry
Lisa Loeb: I Do
Enya: Amarantine
Jem: Just a Ride
Coldplay: Speed of Sound
The Postal Service: Such Great Heights
Goo Goo Dolls: Iris
Guster: I Hope Tomorrow is Like Today
Air: Mike Mills
Oasis: Wonderwall
The All-American Rejects: Dirty Little Secret
Jack Johnson: Upside Down
Natasha Bedingfield: I Bruise Easily & Single
Goo Goo Dolls: Better Days, Iris, & Name
John Rzeznik: I'm Still Here
Our Lady Peace: Life, 4am, & Is Anybody Home?
U2: Elevation, Beautiful Day, & Sweetest Thing
A Perfect Circle: Blue, 3 Libras, & Sleeping Beauty
Shakira: Hips Don't Lie, La Tortura, & Whenever, Wherever
The Fray: Over My Head (Cable Car)
Red Hot Chili Peppers: Dani California
Anna Nalick: Breathe (2am)
Jason Mraz: You and I Both
Kaiser Chiefs: Ruby
Snow Patrol: Signal Fire & You're All I Have
Dashboard Confessional: Stolen
Enrique Iglesias: Do You Know
Keane: A Bad Dream, Is It Any Wonder, Somewhere Only We Know, Crystal Ball, & Everybody's Changing
Hilary Duff: Stranger & With Love
Mandy Moore: Only Hope & Extraordinary
Lily Allen: Smile
Lifehouse: First Time
Kayne West: Stronger
Timbaland: The Way I Are
Fergie: Clumsy
Finger Eleven: Paralyzer
Nelly Furtado: Do It
Jennifer Lopez: Do It Well
Aqualung: Strange and Beautiful & Brighter Than Sunshine

Completed Video Game List

2008-01-02T23:40:00.000-08:00

So, I am becoming a gamer or at least a better one. As I expand my collection, I want to track those I have reached the end credits in. Games take time and skill, so I can only imagine this list will grow slowly.

Puzzle Quest (DS): puzzle game that resembles a RPG in the fact certain tasks have to be completed using different spells and items
Legend of Zelda: Phantom Hourglass (DS): maybe the best game ever, I love it!, nothing compares to the use of the touch screen in this game

Twitter

2007-12-31T10:13:00.000-08:00

So, I don't know what I was thinking, but I have joined twitter to follow along with my Flickr friends... I don't like the idea of inviting something else in that I know I will get addicted to but it's done, so what ya gonna do.... If you twitter, check it out here.

Following the 365

2007-12-30T18:39:00.000-08:00

So, I have started a new blog to follow along with my 365 over on Flickr. Check it out if you like at:

365 blog

Here's to 25!

2007-12-16T19:45:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday, me! To all those who made today great, thanks. A few updates I would like to share with you guys:

I have started the 365 self portrait project. Only mine will be 367 to go from 12/16 to 12/16. (Leap Year, baby!) I will be featuring those on flickr!
This year, all my resolutions start today! I know 25 is going to be way more memorable than '08. So, I wanted to start on my terms.
Of course, watch for changes here. I say it all the time, but you are about to see one determined blogger.

I will keep you updated on the 365 project and other events. Check back often! Holla!

Book List

2007-12-14T00:59:00.000-08:00

I read books all the time that I don't always get around to reviewing, perhaps good but not great or I have written about the series before and not sure what new to add. Whatever the case may be, recently, I found myself in a situation reading a book with a case of deja vu. It turns out I had read a previous copy (different cover) and thought perhaps it was just reminding me of something else. So, I wished for a list of books I had read as a reference. I hope you view this list as an insight into my addiction to books of all types.

BOOK LIST

This list starts sometime this year with books I've read and not reviewed elsewhere on my blog. Books are listed title, author, and sort mention of genre, series, or plot line.

Poison Ivy, Amy Goldman Koss: written in interview format about how a classroom courtroom that takes on some bullies; gives a somewhat realistic view of a geeky teen's struggle (young adult).
The Miraculous Journey of Edward Tulane, Kate DiCamillo: children's story about a child's toy that teaches quite a lesson (juv).
Fearless Fourteen, Jane Evanovich: part of Stephanie Plum series (mystery).
Plum Lucky, Janet Evanovich: part of Stephanie Plum series (mystery).
I am Legend, Richard Matheson: story is great, but pretty different from the movie, but would definitely recommend (sci-fi).
Lean, Mean 13, Janet Evanovich: part of the Stephanie Plum series, quite funny (mystery).
Motor Mouth, Janet Evanovich: second of the Alex Barnaby series, follows along similar to the first as a murder mystery unfolds (mystery).
Straight Talking, Jane Green: Tasha has to figure out the meaning and requirements of love in this easy-read set in England (chick-lit).
Asking for Trouble, Elizabeth Young: Sophy uses lies to solve her relationship dilemmas, but the lies start to pile up fast creating one major, funny catastrophe surrounding a wedding in rural England (chick-lit).
Island Book One: Shipwreck, Gordon Korman: book 1 of 3 about 6 children who face a horrible storm and find themselves alone at sea (juv).
The Name of the Game was Murder, Joan Lowery Nixon: Samantha helps solve clues to discover the answer to a murder and a missing manuscript (juv mystery).
A Chance of Love, Jimmy Liao: a beautiful picture/gift book about finding love just around the corner when you stop looking for it (gift).
The Weekend Was Murder!, Joan Lowery Nixon: Liz helps solve the mystery behind the actual murder that takes place during the Murder Mystery Weekend at the hotel she works for while guests try to solve the fake one. follows after The Dark and Deadly Pool (juv mystery).

Lists!!!

2007-12-14T00:47:00.000-08:00

So, as a new feature, I am going to start a few posts as lists.

Basically, I look at it this way, I would love to say I am some great writer that was a way of writing reviews and recommendations, but I'm not. I mean, just look at that sentence alone. Usually, a sentence or two is enough for me, and you know better than me that with a few seconds on google you can find descriptions of just about anything.

So, I am going to generate lists that I update with movies I've seen or books I've read (that I don't feel writing a special entry for) or music, etc. These lists may jump back in time a little because I have been putting off writing a lot. I will also create the LIST label as well as a side panel widget with links since the lists will eventually be buried off the home page here. I guess besides that I will create the rules as I go. My blog, right?

Happy In-love Music: not that I really know what that's like...

2007-12-01T00:58:00.000-08:00

Aqualung: "Strange and Beautiful" and "Brighter than Sunshine"

For some reason I just really like the sound of this artist. The tracks are cool, relaxed and have these feel-good lyrics that make you want to smile and maybe daydream a little of that special someone you fell in love with one time. I hope the videos serve as a simple method for sampling. I will more than likely be finding more tracks for my mp3 player.

Fergie and Finger Eleven: connection?

2007-11-08T10:39:00.000-08:00

These are a few songs that have me singing and dancing around my room like an idiot. Oh, and both helped me get through the work shifts by singing when no one could hear me. Enjoy!

Fergie: Clumsy and Finger Eleven: Paralyzer

Please note: If this or any video link is broken due to YouTube, please just post a comment and I will try to update as soon as possible.

I'm back!

2007-11-08T10:35:00.000-08:00

So, I was out the majority of October due to my work schedule. I took a job working in a plant with very long hours trying to get ahead on my massive pile of debt. The work was both easy and hard on the mind and body, but I have come away looking a little better financially. I had started on a few posts before leaving about the WWW. And I do plan on continuing that series, but I also wanted to throw a few posts in about photos, music, and whatever randomness I come up with. Stay in touch and thanks for reading!

Firefox: My Internet Browser of Choice

2007-09-19T02:12:00.001-07:00

Browser Choices
The most common web browser is that of Internet Explorer. The blue E is recognizable anywhere, and Microsoft does all it can to ensure you are accessing the net via IE by including it as the default browser for Windows operating systems and providing previous versions for Mac. The current version available is IE7 best known for the added tab option (similar to firefox). Another common option from days past is Netscape, but after several years, the majority of users have moved on. Mac operating systems feature Safari as its default browser; it has also undergone several updates throughout the years for Apple. Whereas these three browsers focused primarily on a specific operating system, new browsers developed as cross-platform browsers allowing users to use their browser on a variety of systems (Windows, Mac, Linux, etc.) The most popular are Mozilla Firefox and Opera.

To learn more about the history and popularity of these web browsers, see Wikipedia article: Internet browsers.

Advantages of Firefox
Firefox is most praised for being a cross-platform browser and for having open source code. Firefox allows for users to create add-ons, extensions, which generate endless possibilities for the personalization of the browser. Toolbars and bookmarks are easy to customize and share. Tabbing organizes several open pages in one window keeping the screen uncluttered. Because Firefox ranks second in most common used browser (behind IE), most web tools, pages, software work flawlessly. Greasemonkey is my favorite extension; it allows for several small scripts to be added and managed for specific web pages (like Flickr).

To learn more about Firefox and its amazing features or to download, see Mozilla Firefox's site: Firefox 2.

To learn more about Greasemonkey, see Wikipedia article: Greasemonkey or to install (after Firefox is installed) see: Firefox Add-ons: Greasemonkey.

My personalization of Firefox
With the toolbars, I changed around my Google search options, used the Google Toolbar Button Gallery to find the perfect assortment of buttons and removed all text, added page tools, and set up the auto-fill feature. When I started organizing my bookmarks, I took advantage of the bookmark toolbar and added all my daily links without the names just leaving the icons. I also set up my gmail account to be refreshed from my toolbar.

After downloading and installing Firefox, opening the browser will link to pages that can help set up all your preferences and search for add-ons and extensions to better your internet experience. If you already use Firefox, but want to check out your options, see Customize Firefox.

I really recommend checking out some of the sites for more, detailed information about browsers and what Firefox can do for you. In all fairness, I must add that I decided to download Opera as well to see how other features can change my routine.

Hope this post helped explain how Firefox has become my gateway to the world wide web and how others can use it to enhance their internet experience.

How I approach the Internet now...

2007-09-19T01:47:00.000-07:00

First off, up until about 4 months ago, I could have cared less about my internet browser, how to host photos, or where to find new internet toys and services. I started this blog some time back, but didn't really utilize all that blogger could do and was quite okay with that. I did some time on myspace. What a disaster. haha. But overall, I kept it simple.

After people trying to force Firefox down my throat, I thought it might be time for me to rediscover the web and all I had missed from my comfort zone. I upgraded to the new IE7 and didn't much care for the layout and toolbars but learned that on my small laptop screen, I could learn to love Tabs. With no benefits apparent but Tabs, I realized that it was time for me to take my foot out of my mouth and get onboard with Firefox.

Let me tell you, this is the best internet decision I ever made and I didn't even realize it until much later. Over this summer, I began looking at the internet in a completely new light. I upgraded to the new blogger, started learning basic javascript and html code segments, introduced myself to widgets, flickr, greasemonkey, firefox add-ons, new bookmarking options, along with a list of sites and internet features I had never really tried.

I indeed to introduce my new internet changes in a series of posts about different internet features. If any of my readers out there are like me, then reading simple reviews and explanations may be the way to open a door to a new service that is a perfect fit.

90 Days and Counting!

2007-09-17T02:09:00.000-07:00

So, it occurred to me today in 3 months time I will be 25. My quarter of a century mark. So, sitting here now, I am the worst shape of my life, can't remember when I last put on my ballet slippers, wondering where my life is going. And, of course, you know me, I indeed on changing it. I am again reseting my workout counter in sidebar. I wouldn't mind doing some barre work to strengthen my bod. While I am at it, I am going to take a more active role in making some serious career and financial choices. And I would like to open myself up to new social circles and continue to work on my cultural and educational goals.

All that said, I know you prolly don't know me or what this is about. But I feel if I write it here, I will be a little more motivated each time I see this. And for the dancing, I love to dance and miss it terribly each time I discover something I can't do anymore.

Yes, I realize that this mini-scroll thing is annoying as hell, but finding a decent countdown was a lot harder than I thought it should or could be.

Kanye and Timbaland

2007-09-11T15:13:00.000-07:00

These are the songs I want to hear when I am driving windows down, dancing from the waist up, acting like an idiot (driving safely... promise).

Kanye West "Stronger"
I might add that his performance was one of only few that I didn't FF straight through from the VMA's (MTV 9/9/7). This song is fun, and he is a great performer. Love those shades, right?

Timbaland "The Way I Are"
So what if McD's made a commercial out of this song. I was envious of those kids on roller skates. I love the way this song is more of a collaboration than anything; everyone works well together.

Lifehouse: First Time

2007-09-04T13:27:00.000-07:00

I thought it had been a little while since my last music suggestion/add. I am not the biggest Lifehouse fan, but this song just makes so much sense to me. Great lyrics. And for the video itself, the colors in the video are a nice touch to something simple.

Blog Announcements

2007-08-29T22:09:00.000-07:00

I have taken to deleting some old posts that really don't represent what my blog is about anymore, so those changes may change label counts and post numbers. I have deleted my myspace account for the time being and have found comfort in my own place in the flickr world. More slideshow posts will come once I get more photos online. Feel free to link over using one of the featured slides this month. As for book reviews, it is about time for me to write about HP! I have given any readers more than enough time to finish. hehe

Will be back soon!

PS. I hope to have a Flickr Pro account by the end of September. Any relations out there, feel free to donate me a couple bucks. or not. hehe

Natural Gems and Minerals

2007-08-26T01:24:00.000-07:00

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I attended the Museum of Natural Science last weekend as part Museum Day in Houston. It was beyond crowded, but while I was there I captured some of these images for my scrapbook. I intend on returning soon and when I do, this slide will be updated with new photos thanks to the awesomeness of Flickr and tags. I will blog more on the museums soon as Museum Day was fantastic.

July 4th Fireworks

2007-08-25T23:59:00.000-07:00

This year Dad and I attended Miller Outdoor Theatre for the 4th. The Houston Symphony performed several patriotic and traditional pieces as well as some fun Big Band stuff. We had hot dogs beforehand and enjoyed yummy ice cream desserts at the show. The night ended with cannon fire (true) and a great display of fireworks which I tried to capture. Only down side, and muddy ground from the previous days' storms doesn't count, was the traffic in the parking lot. It was bad, real bad. But the fireworks were awesome; I hope the photos do them justice. Overall a great American July 4th: hot dogs, ice cream, music, fireworks, and family. Thanks Dad.

photos also available on Flickr

Relationship Self-help Reads

2007-08-25T20:58:00.000-07:00

Maybe, I should keep this post short. This summer I took it upon myself to read He' Just Not That Into You and It's Called a Breakup Because It's Broken. I read these books because they are a simple, straightforward, funny way of looking at the men a woman chooses to include in her life. I will leave out my perils of dating and lack of real relationships, but I will say I found these books helpful. The explanations are commonsense and the examples all too familiar to several women. Both books feature Q&A's, examples, and short, direct chapters. I look at both these books as a way of telling me, this is something everyone deals with and I can get through it just like everyone else or better. Since I have been single for a while, the information I gained from these will help me in future relationships and has helped in how I see my past relationships. Greg Behrendt has a new book due out winter 2007 about dating that I look forward to reading. For a better explanation of the books' format and message please visit links below. Also, an interesting side note, a movie may is in the looks that looks at relationship dynamics.

It's Called a Breakup Because It's Broken Site just about everything about the book and everything to help with a breakup
Greg Behrendt official site, book listing, comedy info, video interviews
IMDb.com movie possibility(?)

The Golden Compass

2007-08-25T14:57:00.000-07:00

The Golden Compass by Philip Pullman, Book 1 of His Dark Materials Trilogy

Well, I discovered this series while working for Brentano's but never got around to reading it. I had purchased Book 1 some time ago and tried to start the book, but it was hard to get into. So many books, so little time, so I read something else. After finishing the Harry Potter series and learning of a movie due out Christmas this year, I decided to pick it up again. The Golden Compass starts off slow. Slow perhaps isn't fair now that I have finished the book and loved it. But in the beginning, you are introduced to Lyra who lives in Jordan College at Oxford, and her life seems boring. But I tell you now, give it a few chapters to explain her world and her character, and all boredom will be gone. I read the last 250 pages in a matter of a few days; it was addicting. Golden Compass has everything you would want in a children's/young adult book: adventure, a dangerous journey, troubling family relationships, a quest to save friends, and self-discovery. Lyra, who lives a simple life at Jordan, discovers children and her friends are going missing, captured by the Gobblers. The headstrong girl she is decides she must travel North to save them and to learn of another world as described by Lord Asriel, her uncle. She leaves the world she has always know with Mrs. Coulter, a fascinating, intelligent woman, to aid in a trip north. Once in Mrs. Coulter's care, Lyra finds a new world and her adventure.

The Golden Compass, starring Nicole Kidman, Daniel Craig, Sam Elliott, and Dakota Blue Richards

The movie began advertising this summer and previewed before HP, I believe. Clearly I cannot rate this movie as it isn't due out until December 7th, but the screen shots and previews look beautiful. The cityscapes dazzle, the armored bears seem true, and the daemons are spot-on. The casting is truly interesting, and I am quite curious to see how some of the character fare. While Kidman may not fit the image of Mrs. Coulter, she seems perfect to play this very multidimensional character. Richards is a newcomer, but I believe that is just what this movie needs for a lead. As for Sam Elliott... my dad has never known a closer resemblance as he does now. And I am quite serious here. The Golden Compass, from New Line Cinema, made a showing at Comic-Con 2007, and I am sure we will continue to hear much more about this movie as theaters are already posting the banners.

Preview:

Extended Preview:

Seriously Extended Preview (comic-con):

Links are provided to information about the series and the movie:

His Dark Materials: about the series, author, and all other information about the books
The Golden Compass Movie: official site with previews, about cast, explanation of daemons, wallpapers, blog, etc.
Bridge to the Stars: His Dark Materials fansite with information about books, movie, video game, as well as previews, images, latest news, message boards, etc.
IMDb.com

These previews were found at ifilm and youtube, but the above sites include previews as well and are sure to be updated as new ones arise.

Golden Compass is an amazing journey that I hope you take part of in either or both forms. Perhaps curiosity from the release of the film will prompt you to try the series as I have. I am very excited about books 2 and 3 and will be reviewing those in the future.

Please check back often for more book reviews. Holla!

It actually makes me "Smile"

2007-08-20T16:15:00.000-07:00

As I was busing home Saturday with Dell DJ on random, Lily Allen's "Smile" came on. I had to repeat it at least 3 times while sitting at that bus stop waiting. The video may be a little much, but the song is great for those days you want to feel like an independent strong person who will eventually get over it. Hope you enjoy!

Book Review: Janet Evanovich

2007-08-16T16:15:00.000-07:00

I wanted to take a moment and recommend Janet Evanovich to anyone looking for a fun, lighthearted read where a lovable female character has to take on some of the evil in the world.

Stephanie Plum novels:
I have been reading the Stephanie Plum series for about 3 years now. I picked them up while working at the San Antonio Library. (One for the Money, Two for the Dough.... ) Stephanie is a Jersey girl who hasn't had the best luck with men or employment and takes on the role of a bounty hunter for her relation's bond agency. Her eclectic family in the suburbs and her cases tracking minor criminals across town always lead to the most hilarious situations. In the course of the series, we see Stephanie struggle with two developing relationships with the men in her life. (Romantic elements are present in the books but not over the top.) The characters are almost indescribable, but the Grandma is a personal favorite of mine. One thing is for sure, these books are filled with laughs, easy to read and hard to put down.

Recent reads: 12 Sharp and Plum Lovin'

Alex Barnaby series:
I have just picked up on this series. Metro Girl was the first, and Motor Mouth followed. Alex, also know as Barney, is a woman who has a simple, calm life with a certain skill for bailing out her little brother when he gets into trouble. Well, this time, he landed himself in a whole lot of trouble. Alex flies to Miami to try and solve the mystery of her missing brother. With help from NASCAR guy, a high school friend, and a woman who works as a cigar roller, she uncovers secrets of gold, Cubans, and national security.

Recent read: Metro Girl

Janet Evanovich also writes/co-writes romance novels, but I haven't tried those. You can find these recommended, hilarious books in the Mystery section at any library or bookstore. For more information and excerpts, check out the author's website, Janet Evanovich.

Hope you give these great characters a try. I will follow-up after I read Lean, Mean Thirteen and Motor Mouth.

Holla!

Wow, has it been 2 weeks?

2007-08-12T18:21:00.000-07:00

Well, I can't believe we are so far into August, and I haven't blogged. Well, in truth, maybe I have been lazy, but I have been working on the sidebar. I am constantly changing the order and the features. I have a widget from Spout now. Spout is an online community devoted to only movies. I will blog more specifics and links in the future. I have also been redoing the links at the bottom. I want to share with you guys all the fun/artsy things around town and share with you my love of dance. Well, I have been hitting the books pretty hard, and I think it is about time for some blogging about HP and those others that I have completed. So, if you are one of my 3 readers, do please check back.

And, before I sign off.... Huge congrats to Tim and Elle. I hope the future holds only wonderful things for your new life together. And someone, please, tell me where you are registered.

I'm out!

When you don't know what to talk about...

2007-07-29T18:39:00.000-07:00

Talk About the Weather!

Well, my main reasoning for wanting a weather add-on was to show how much rain we receive here in the Houston area. It actually feels like it rains everyday. And you aren't ever quite sure if a day goes by without at least a little drizzle here or there. It make watering plants great, and I imagine it provides plenty of excuses about washing cars, but beyond that I don't know of the benefits. We have been lucky for the most part though, because the area has been avoiding flooding by the fast drain-off and the high temperatures that plague the city between downpours. It is quite strange to me to imagine that only a few hours away cities are facing droughts. Crazy weather, crazy planet. Since I have never really lived in one place all that long, it is hard for me to be that person who remembers when... when the weather was different or the summers weren't so long or whatever. I believe climate change exists, but not because I have watched it or have some memories to base it on. I guess because I like to watch specials on the discovery channel and the weather channel. And because it is very easy for me to believe that the number of people on the planet are destroying it. I mean I am one of them, right? One of billions....

Well, enough about the weather and our struggling, ever changing planet. For you Houstonians, I say look forward to another week of hot temperatures and pounding storms. And for those of you who carry umbrellas, make your umbrella your staple and carry everyday. It works to shield from rain AND sun. (I see it all the time at the bus stops. Just please watch where you are going. No one likes to be hit in the face with an umbrella.)

Signing out.

A Look At Mandy Moore... past and present

2007-07-28T13:06:00.000-07:00

Only Hope from A Walk to Remember and Extraordinary from her new album, Wild Hope

Mandy is beautiful, has an amazing voice, and is going on tour. I, even, like the majority of her movies. She just strikes me as a humble, talented woman. I respect that. For more info on her album, tour, and movies, check out the Mandy Moore Site.

Updates

2007-07-24T12:16:00.000-07:00

Well, the weather widget is still not working. No thanks to the Weather Channel that in fact has beautiful widgets that don't like blogger. Alas. What am I going to do? And then on top of it all, I thought a cool wish list feature on the side would make for an interesting "Buy Me This For (insert random holiday)" add-on. And it's not working either. Help! I am going to have to journey across the vast internet to find fixes or replacements for these essentials. How else is a random person not in Houston going to know Houston weather? How else is (insert a guy's name) going to know what I want for my birthday (which I will in fact need to remind him of when it's here)? Well, keep a look out for more restructured sidebar action, invisible, inaudible readers...

Harry Potter Year 7

2007-07-21T19:34:00.000-07:00

Alright, fellow Muggles... I rushed out to buy HP7, had it by 12:15a, and just finished it. I am nerd. So what! I can't wait to chat up the book with everyone but I am not giving ANYTHING away to those who haven't completed the whole series. Wouldn't be right to right to end the fun for you guys.

That being said, I completely recommend this book along with the other 6 if you haven't tried them out yet.

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
by J.K. Rowling
released 07/21/07
pg count: 759

Hilary Duff: Videos from the new album

2007-07-14T00:22:00.000-07:00

As you must know, I like pop. And Hilary Duff is great; her music is light and fun. Here are the first two singles from Dignity.

Stranger & With Love

And just for the record, I do watch her movies and miss Lizzie McGuire.

I'm sorry. I like Zach Braff

2007-07-13T23:33:00.000-07:00

Well, Brian told me watch Scrubs when I admitted to my following of Grey's. And he was right. I still like Grey's, but I love Scrubs. I love how Zach's character is always in his head overthinking everything. I can completely identify with that, though I am not so creative, I think. There isn't an episode that I don't laugh, and it is always on since early seasons are on WGN and Comedy Central. Viewers can easily become attached to this doctor, and I have. Looks, not pretty or tough but down to earth. And it's the voice. Let's face it. I even recognize the voice from the Wendy's and Cottonelle commercials. Just a great tone, I guess. As far as movies, I will be willing to give Garden State another go since it has been a long time. And as far as The Last Kiss. I didn't like his character or the story, but if anything was going to make that movie work, it was him. Last, but not least, I thought he made Chicken Little shine. Yeah, it's him. Go back and watch it again. So, here's to the caring doctor that all women (and men) wish they had checking in on them. Or at least the man playing him.

(Image: from myspace profile)

It is about time for some reflections on 'recent' reads...

2007-07-13T21:54:00.000-07:00

3 Books and a new rating system straight from me with no concern how the other critics perceived it.

The Eight by Katherine Neville

This book was recommended to me at least 2 years ago when I worked at Brentano's in downtown San Antonio. I just never got around to buying or reading it until earlier this year. Okay, how to describe. The idea is there is this magical, all-important Chess service that survives throughout history and that the pieces and board must be hidden and protected to prevent a power from falling into evil hands. The story is told in two times with two sets of characters, each representing a piece. The story jumps back and forth through time and around the world with scenes in NY, Europe, and Africa. Now about the length, the book is long (or lengthly for a light read). Up, the detail and story were so great that I wanted even more development with both sets of characters and their relationships and travels in portions. Down, there were a few moments that I wanted to skip chapters to get back to developments in one time period vs the other. Ultimately, I waited and read straight through to see it all come together. And it was worth it. What a great book, and in the end, I think Neville got it just right. The mystery was there, mixed in with some fun historical fiction. No other book is going to find kick-butt nuns and computer experts working together for the same goal centuries apart. Look forward to strong female leads standing up for themselves and what's right in the face of just about everything. It was said that a sequel was in the works, but I have not seen any sign of it at this time. Rating: A

Digital Fortress by Dan Brown

Well, first off, Dan Brown wrote DaVinci Code. He has written 4 books and writes with a style based on extremely short chapters, multiple characters with individual developments that build to one story line constantly jumping locations, and page breaks. People, this style creates the easiest read ever. You will be able to read more pages faster than ever before. And that makes these books great for everyday fiction. It builds, but doesn't overwhelm. You always have something fresh to process, and it keeps you wanting more. Now, this book introduces you to the world of a woman who works for an unknown organization responsible for spying on the country through illegal tracking/scanning of email. The idea that no email goes through the web without being searched for information might seem unlikely. Wait, it doesn't to me. Not now. Ah, well, back to the plot... As one programmer tries to stand up for rights of the people, we see a murder mystery unfold with a deadline that would put national security in jeopardy. I liked the book as a whole and the reading was smooth. I am beginning to not like ending of Brown's books because it leaves me wanting something else that I can't describe, more or better (?). You, however, might find the ending just and right-on. We each have a hope, I think, of how we would finish off a story. Great for travel or a long weekend. Rating: B-

Stardust by Neil Gaiman

Just finished within this last week. How I found out about this book? Well, earlier this summer I read a review for Stardust (the movie) in Entertainment Weekly since it's to be released in August. I, then, proceeded to find a preview online which I did post here and thought, "that sounds good, wonder how the story goes". I got the book. I am not really a reader of fantasy (unless you count children's/ YA's books), but I really liked it. The review promised something in the lines of The Princess Bride. And I truly think that is pretty spot on. I loved the characters and the magic of it all. Every once in a while it's great to read a book that shows that fate somehow actually factors in to life. A boy makes a promise to bring back a falling star for his love and sets out on the voyage of a lifetime. There's magic, royalty, witches, you name it. But all of it seems somehow believable in a way that you feel something exists but you won't get to see it to prove it. Read the book. I am not giving any more away. Or, at least, see the movie and hope they get it right. Rating: A

Oh dear... I need to step it up.

2007-07-08T23:33:00.000-07:00

I can be honest with you few readers I do have. I have a list of a dozen or more topics, short and long, to write about. But I haven't been feeling it. Something seems to always stop me when it comes to the "New Post" button. So, this first entry (trying to get myself back out there), I want to make a few comments on previous entries, page layout, and sidebar stuff (and some dilemmas I am having).

Previous entries: I added the countdown for Harry Potter movie and book. I am super excited about both. (Yeah, I am nerd.) I am rereading HP6 to prepare for the final book. And while I want to reread 5, I don't think it is going to happen this week. Maybe I can read it after I see the movie, so I won't be so disappointed like I was in 4. Oh, man. Feel free to go back and check out my entry on HP4. I also added the clip from The Daily Show. I just wanted to add that if I am going to Tivo/DVR record anything its The Daily Show and The Colbert Report. Because 1.) they are awesome and 2.) you should be able to rewind and watch any segment over again (and again).

As for side column stuff: I added in the sudoku game which is a widget and a fun feature in my opinion. Hope you have tried it out. I am battling over getting a weather feature to work properly. And I can write an entire post on the weather here in Houston. Anyways, I am going to keep working on the feature so it appears correctly. I want to add so much to the sidebar, because there are a zillion nifty things out there, but I don't want it to look bad. So, please be the judge of when I go overboard.

Layout/template changes: I had to change templates to have something wider. The other was just wasting too much space. Adding some color is on my to-do list, but that is going to take some time as I have no idea which direction to go.

And this folks is my huge problem.... I cannot for the life of me decide on the right way to share/host my photos. I mean there is flickr, shutterfly, photobucket, etc not counting whatever service is provided from your own internet provider. One you make albums, another little picture trails, another you can use a widget with. Who knows what I should do? I have pictures from Easter, my NM trip, and the 4th that I want to share, but I want it to look good. So, these posts will be put on hold until uploading is complete with where ever I choose. Email me please!

Well, I think that is about everything with what's already on the page. I do hope that I have some readers out there. I do miss my two SA favorites who seem to be quite busy with wedding plans.

Holla at you guys later!

Comedy Central is where its at...

2007-06-25T21:09:00.000-07:00

I have become a huge fan of The Daily Show with Jon Stewart and The Colbert Report. I feel certain I will be able to laugh during every episode, and sometimes it is nice to laugh at what's going on with the government instead of being angry.

Here is one of the best segments I have ever seen on the show. I do hope they keep it available for quite some time.

Harry Potter Countdown

2007-06-22T16:30:00.000-07:00

Living Green.... wait, hear me out!

2007-06-20T11:33:00.000-07:00

Alright. Where to start? Well, as you know, I have been behind environmental issues for a while. Nothing major or over the top. And not because all of a sudden it's cool to be green. I can honestly say, "I haven't seen 'An Inconvenient Truth', though I want to." Go back to my first entries, and you will see my plea to recycle more paper. Here's what I do: I like to recycle when I can. I have faith in public transportation. I enjoy having plants. I try to save power, too. Things I want to do: Update all my lighting and buy Energy Star products in the future. Learn how to conserve water, but man do I love my long showers. What I am not worried about: buying everything organic from food to clothing, trying to force people to change. I guess I believe everyone should try to make a small difference not just for the planet, but for people. Save a little money on the bills, give old clothes to people without, and learn to be more open to change. To end global warming will require government and industrial changes. Changes we can push for together by trying new ways to conserve. How much the little things help in comparison to what the government needs to do I don't want to know. But I am still willing to recycle my junk mail, walk to the store a block away, etc.

I have decided to add the idealbite feature to the right column. It features a suggestion of a small way you can try to "live green". The website offers a search feature to check for more ideas by subject. Give it a try if you are anything like me.

I have some posting to do....

2007-06-20T10:09:00.000-07:00

Well, I have been in my head a lot. Thinking, I should write about this, photograph that, and blog all of it. So, it is my hope to take the next few days to knock out several posts about just about everything. I hope, if you are a regular reader, you hold tight and check back often. Hey, keep me on my toes.

Writing from the comfort of a hotel room in the middle of small town, New Mexico.... how awesome is that!!!

HOLLA!

This is me.

2007-06-13T03:34:00.000-07:00

Well, these are the latest self-photos. I guess here about a month ago. Don't I take a great photo.... doubtful. It is hard to take your own picture and not have your arm doing this weird thing out the side of the frame... oh well.

Why... all of a sudden I love Keane

2007-06-07T22:23:00.000-07:00

Here are a collection of videos from songs you have prolly heard and never knew who the artist was. Hope you enjoy!

topic choices

2007-06-05T11:20:00.000-07:00

As blogger continues to make additions to this great place, I continue to modify my page. New are the topics/labels option. At the end of each post you see its place in my little world. What a great way to cross-reference everything. I have gone back through several posts and started to classify. I hope you like the new feature and check the side bar for similar topics you may be interested in, be it music or photos...

Will pen soon.

Working out...

2007-06-02T13:59:00.000-07:00

So, this entry is titled working out, up and down.

And here's why... when I started working out again this week, it forced me to realize that I can actually change a lot about myself. Not just my body. Working out has forced me to push myself again. These daily sessions have given me new goals and made me realize I am working towards something crucial. Exercise is helping me with my body, both physical and mental. After 3 miles going speeds that can make me want to cry, for more than one reason, I feel like a new person. It is hard to describe how happy you feel after a workout and not sound crazy or pathetic, but I do. And I feel it effecting my eating and sleep patterns, both of which have been in serious, dangerous states. (long pause...)

Hum, I feel I have lost my ability to write and to convey with earnest how important this change in my life could and will be. But I can say as I continue to work out, I will build up my body and spirit and tear down the things that have been holding me back. Sometimes, I forget that we don't know what others think or what they hold as truth in the back of their own minds. I, myself, have several misconceptions that I hide behind in my mind that no one knows of, even when I expect them to. These lies that I have spun as truths all these years are what I must take down. And in fact, the few times that I find myself running, I think they are what I am running to and from. And when I can run, they won't be there anymore. (pause...) If that makes sense.

Well, check back and watch how I track my progess in the NUMBERS section. And feel free to give a shout out about your favorite workout, health food, or theraputic venture. I know you see that COMMENT link.

Holla!

Numbers, revisited

2007-05-30T20:25:00.000-07:00

As any long term readers know, I keep a counter in the right column for fun pointless details. I have reset some and removed others. Here are the details:

Date Updated: makes sense
Track Count on my Dell DJ: just a fun tidbit
Miles: miles logged on treadmill starting 5/29; regular activity doesn't count
Weights: full sessions using weight training starting 5/31
Weight loss: counted from weight on 5/29; will take longer to track clearly

Man, I wish I had a pedometer; that would be awesome.

Yeah I think I know.

2007-05-28T02:28:00.000-07:00

Enrique Iglesias - Do You Know

While a lot can be said about the video and whether it is good or not, I love this song. I first heard it when he was a guest on Dancing with the Stars. And well, I do know what it is like loving someone who's in a rush to throw you away. Hell, everyone does who lives in this city and attempts to date, right? So, give it a try anyways.

How I wish this song was about me.

2007-05-28T02:03:00.000-07:00

Okay, truth. I feel it, but not by choice.

Everyone's doing it

2007-05-22T22:27:00.000-07:00

Popular on the myspace pages, so I had to have it. Oh, and I was bored.

omg... I hate Amy Winehouse

2007-05-22T05:24:00.000-07:00

Let me just say this I cannot for any reason whatsoever stand Amy Winehouse. Her look: I honestly believe her look only works on Minnie Driver. I know you are dealt your physical features, but her make up, I mean that eyeliner, doesn't work for a second. A song about not wanting to go to rehab... what the hell is that about? If someone needs to go to rehab, get the hell going. right? All the hype on VH1 and MTV about her unique sound... her sound can be summed up in one word and it isn't unique, it is annoying. So, please, world join with me and change the channel everytime she comes on. Or at least write me and tell me how I am supposed to find her in any way appealing...

my first ever post just to rant on someone I will never meet but I can't stand. I should feel bad... but I don't. well, just a little.

I am on a Snow Patrol Roll!!!

2007-05-19T00:17:00.000-07:00

I would love to say this song is for that one guy in my life, but I would be lying. This song is for everyone, because it is awesome. Snow Patrol = awesomeness (in Stephanie World)

Spidey 3 and Snow Patrol

2007-05-16T12:01:00.000-07:00

As you, my dedicated blog reader, know I have been using music videos to serve as my song recommendations. So, in the spirit of Spiderman 3 (which I might add could use some rewrites), I bring you a song featured on the soundtrack. This video is as entertaining as the film (or more so ?) and makes me wish our childhood school productions could have had just a bit more funding. Do enjoy!

Snow Patrol - Signal Fire

Summer Movie Players

2007-05-09T02:39:00.000-07:00

Disney has created these video players for the upcoming movie releases. While I just added both previews, I wanted to add these as well, because they update periodically with new special features and behind the scenes info. I think they are great, and I hope you check them out. Code for these players can be found on their myspace profiles.

2007 Summer Previews

2007-05-07T19:48:00.000-07:00

Like last year, I am again posting trailers for the movies I know I want to see. I hope these clips open your eyes to films that I believe we will all enjoy! Or will if you have tastes similar to my own....

Of course, I will be seeing Spiderman 3, but I am waiting a week or two in hopes of finding a showing that isn't completely packed with the most annoying people you have ever met. As for a preview, I imagine at this point you have seen it at least a thousand times, so I will spare you. And in case you are wondering, no I will not be seeing Shrek 3. That is unless someone pays me to and buys the snacks.

There are some others that look interesting: Ocean's 13, Nancy Drew, Transformers, 1408, Bourne Ultimatum, Becoming Jane, and more. To see so many movies, I am going to have to bust out my movie watcher card, see the before noon special, and save some money. Hehehe. And you thought I was going to say wait for guys to take me to movies. Popular guy flicks: Fantastic 4: 2, Die Hard 4, Rush Hour 3, Hostel 2, etc.... not really interested...

Holla!!

Blue Man Group

2007-04-28T01:01:00.000-07:00

So, in the middle of the night, I decided to try to hunt down some BMG videos on YouTube.com for lack of something better to do. Here are the results:

Award Show performance:

Mix from concert:

BMG's take on Global Warming Awareness (everyone has one):

Performance with Moby and Jill Scott:

Okay, so the band doesn't get much play and I am not a Scott fan, but I love the entire Moby Play album so it's here anyway...

Well, I hope you enjoyed. And if by any chance you (my oh-so-friendly reader) decide to donate to PBS and get their concert video as your pledge gift, well, you better hook me up....

Holla!

A tribute to Sim City...

2007-04-24T03:05:00.000-07:00

People, at first I found this song annoyed me, but I kept watching the video for the the video itself. Alas, the whole thing grew on me, and I decided to feature it here. It makes me want to play Sim City and put the settings on Gozilla. Build it up and watch some huge thing in the middle tear it down. Though in all truth, I never could build this fast without running out of money or using some sort of cheat. Let's face it, taxing the people results the worst city rating so freaking fast. This makes me want to play Mall Tycoon. Yes, alright, I play mall tycoon occasionally thanks to my brother and his addiction to comp games. Well, so what if tycoon games aren't WOW. Whatever....

Without further delay, for your viewing pleasure:
Kaiser Chiefs

A word to the wise...

2007-04-24T00:06:00.000-07:00

So, dear friends, ask yourself this:

When was the last time I cleaned my computer?

Okay, so I know you are thinking,

I keep my comp files pretty organized and desktop neat and simple. I remove all temp files and remove bogus trial software programs when needed.

And while that is all great, it isn't what I am talking about just yet. When was the last time you opened up your comp and checked for dust? When was the last time you looked at your laptop and made sure the fan was working? Let's be honest. If you can't remember the last time you did these things, you should do so right now. Nothing feels better than busting out some Q-tips and extending the life of your comp. I confess I was shocked by the amount of dust layered thoughout my PC. I can safely say that the fan was working after seeing the dust buildup and that my comp had plenty of room to suck in the dirty air. I don't know how much this small task of cleaning will mean in the overall picture, but it is nice to know my comp will run a little quieter and cooler for a while. As for my hard drive, I was able to remove about 27G of video content that I already had on dvd or that was available for rental/purchase. For example, removing season 2 of grey's when I already own it in a better format helped my memory problem. I was also able to gain another 3G by removing unused trial software, deleting pointless shortcuts, unistalling needless programs, and clearing out file duplicates.

It is time to check your computer and see how you fair. So, just follow these steps; it will be fun.:

Dust your computer, in and out.
Empty your recycle bin. It adds up if you are a media junkie.
Check your add/remove programs list in your control panel.
Organize your media. With hundreds/thousands of files for photos, music, and video, it is easy to have multiple copies when your files aren't labled well or you are going overboard on your desktop.
Ask yourself how many shortcuts do you need on your desktop or toolbar.
Check your security software and don't cancel every scan because it slows down what you are doing.
Make sure you are backing up files that are important. External hard drives don't seem that expensive anymore, do they...

I hope this entry proved to help a little. Either with your comp or to serve as a pat on the back for a job already completed. Cleaning your PC of dust and clutter can prove to make computing a bit more relaxing and easy. And any help you can provide for its health, has to be good, right?

I will catch up with you guys soon. Check back. Holla!!

New Music Favorites

2007-04-18T11:50:00.000-07:00

I am listening to a softer side of music now. Soundtracks and new artists are invading my dell dj more than ever. Imogen Heap, Frou Frou, Jack Johnson, Augustana, Snow Patrol, etc are great. Soundtracks from Chronicles of Narnia, Memoirs of a Geisha, and Pride and Prejudice are so peaceful. While I may not be able to promise you will like any of them, I recommend that you always try new music. That you seek out something that touches you and that you can associate with memories and feelings from your own live.

Everyone has their own soundtrack to his life and in his head. The best part is this person has the chance to arrange it accordingly.

Much love.

Oh and I realize that I seem to be writing in phrases more than ever. To all past English teachers out there, I am sorry.

Old Music Favorites

2007-04-18T00:59:00.000-07:00

This is part of the continued dismantling of my myspace page. And it rocks!

My Collections of Sky Images

2007-04-17T13:40:00.000-07:00

I am always taking pictures of the sky. So many types of clouds, so many colors. Something you just want to reach out and touch just once.

The majority of these images can be found thoughout the last year's posts.

It's time to get back over here.

2007-04-17T12:27:00.000-07:00

I wanted to begin my return by relocating the majority of my myspace content here. Why? Because myspace bores me now, and this blogger acct is more my thing. Always something new and fresh at the top. Comment on every item. Much less spam and few ads. So, I am glad to be back. Once I move everything over, I will add some new photos, reviews, and previews.

This is a small sample of my work as a florist. It was an experience that I may never have again. I hope my work was good enough... Tell me what you think.

So advertising is everywhere...

2007-01-21T12:21:00.000-08:00

Since everyday we are faced with endless amounts of commercials, I created a list of my favorites by category. This is kinda pathetic and truth be told I fast forward though most commercials, but these deserve props.

Favorite car insurance: Geico
Favorite fast food: Jack in the Box and Sonic, though Taco Bell, Wendys, and Burger King have their moments. Fast food has to have good commercials to get you to waste money on usually unfulfilling, unhealthy food.
Favorite cellular service: Sprint PCS
Favorite banking: WaMu
Favorite beverage: Coca-Cola (since I don't think alcoholic beverages...)
Favorite store: Target
Favorite pizza: There are no good Pizza commercials, but maybe Pizza Hut
Favorite computer: I love those Mac/PC ones. I like Dell as well.

While I am sure there are more to come and some cycle. I usually like perfume commercials. I usually hate all baby stuff commercials as well as run of the mill car dealership ones. I am easily bored with anything involving beauty stuffs, ISPs, and cereal. Well, I guess that is it for now... I am back to that FF button...

Rolling solo

2007-01-09T23:01:00.000-08:00

So, I know what it's like to spend an evening holding up the wall...

Sonic commercials...

2007-01-09T22:36:00.000-08:00

So, I think Sonic has the best, cheap commercials. And I wanted to find some on YouTube to feature here. I mean cheesecake bites and shakes are somehow funny when featured in those clips. But I couldn't find them. Why? Because everyone and their momma has a Sonic parody on YouTube. There are pages of random people sitting in their cars talking about Sonic food. Well, here's to Sonic, the food and the advertising. They are doing something right, that's for sure.
Holla!

EDIT:
Well, it turns out that I have been getting a lot of hits with this posting, and I wanted to come back and try to add some fun Sonic stuff I have found thanks to googling:

Changing

2007-01-02T23:45:00.000-08:00

People, I chopped my hair off. So, here is to changing. I will get a pic up here eventually. I don't love the cut, but I don't hate it either. Good thing: by cutting hair, I easily lost a pound if not more! Go me! Talk to every one soon.

Happy New Year, whatever.

2007-01-01T19:34:00.000-08:00

Okay, maybe it is that I spend the majority of New Year Rocking Eves alone or maybe it's all the times my dad said 1/1 was just another day on a calendar and not a real holiday, either way.... I am ready for it to be over. Because guess what, it isn't a real holiday... Christmas, Easter, 4th of July... holidays. But regardless how you see it, today is about reflection and hope, looking at last year and choosing all the crap you did wrong and saying this year you won't do it. (You will and do....) But let's for a second forget that part and look at last year, this new year, and what it has in store for me.

Last year, I resolved to take a photo everyday. I made it like 3 months. That was a tough one I do say. I resolved to look better in general (failed). To be more healthy (failed). Overcome illness (possibly impossible). To practice only safe sex (technically passed but that was way easier than it could have been. For the record, I have been single for about ever.)

This year, I have already broken at least 3 resolutions I would liked to have had for myself, and it's day one. Oh, hell... 4. So, I resolve to start tomorrow.

Basic rundown of tomorrow's and the rest of the year's plan:
-Care more about health, appearance, human interaction, manner, and illness.
-Take photos often. Everyday might not be possible, but maybe weekly.
-I want to be in school in the fall. And that my friends may also prove to be: possibly impossible.
-Work on the finances and my career goals.
-Don't do things thats I don't want to or that I know are wrong. This sounds easy, right? This is the first one I broke today I think. I live in a world where I feel meaningless, and I let people abuse that way too often.
-Since the safe sex thing was easy, I will choose that one again.
-I wouldn't mind a little vacation sometime this year. Something simple, pretty.
-Finally, this year I hope I live. That I don't sink. I choose this year to be the first in 6 that I don't wish away.

So, to you all (imaginary friends), I resolve this year to be one that none of us regret, but that we cherish.

Much love to those people near and far that remain close to my heart.

I am out.

This is how it is.

2006-09-24T22:04:00.000-07:00

Well, I have half a post written about some movie recommendations that I haven't taken the time to finish. I should. I am working a lot right now at Best Buy and on the side in the floral world. I am keeping busy enough to stress about everything but money. I figure at least for a few weeks I got that under control. I had a moment this past week where I was ready to walk out on some of the situations in my life. I prolly should have. Like I said: stressed. Well, once a few things settle down, I hope to get back to the posts every few days. You imaginary readers out there and Elle (the only real one I know of) don't give up on me. I will return.

well, I am out and off to bed!

Comments?

2006-09-17T22:23:00.000-07:00

People, I need comments. If you see this page, whether you know me or not, give a little shout out. I want to know if I am making sense to anyone. And I would kinda like to think my idea of imaginary readers isn't true. So, I want to post some more later on. I have been working on a list of short reviews on some films I have seen lately. If you, the reader, exist, please check back for it.

There is no title.

2006-09-14T10:22:00.000-07:00

There is no title because I don't even know where to begin. I somehow hope that I can just start typing, and then it will be all out there and off my chest.

Today, something quite strange happened to me. Usually, every action has a reaction. But today my actions had none. That is to say there was no emotional reaction. Now for all you science buffs, something not occurring when it normally should still counts as a reaction. And yes I know I am skewing the whole concept by counting emotional reaction, but just roll with me here. I sat waiting for my mind to kick in and tell me what to feel, and there was nothing. Good, bad. Big, small. Happy, sad. Positive, negative. Nothing. And then it hit me, after an hour or so of trying to trick my mind into feeling something, anything; this inability to feel broke my heart. While I should have been happy that maybe I am no longer wearing my heart on my sleeve and that I can handle life now, I was angry, sad, and shocked. As those slowly faded away, there was just one feeling. As I have said before and will say million times more, regret (to me) is the worse feeling to ever know. There is nothing you can do to change the situation that you yourself caused, and you are forced into acceptance whether you like it or not. So, here I am, confused and broken-hearted because I let myself come to a point in my life where my actions don't affect me [emotionally]. I live off my emotions. Those emotions tell me how to respond to life and how to judge myself. And at the end of the day, I was left with just one emotion, regret, my ultimate nightmare. Regret for doing something, but not because it was stupid, dangerous or bad, but because it was meaningless.

If there is to be a lesson in all this, it would be to live. To live with passion and hope and happiness and even sorrow. To know your actions have reactions. To feel. I was foolish to ever long for a day to come when life didn't touch me. Yes, at one point, I thought numbness could trump it all. This is hard to write, because there isn't anything to be done. I can't change what finally pushed be across a line I have been approaching for as long as I can remember. I can't change the fact that months ago, today's events were supposed to be an accomplishment. And I don't know where to go from here.

So, here is to a messy, uncompleted entry for my loyal, imaginary readers. As it seems it was hard to begin, hard to write, and hard to end.

with that, I'm out.

Note: This entry was posted a day late due to internet connection failure.

Time for a lesson with a smile!

2006-09-08T23:11:00.000-07:00

Who doesn't love geography? Wow, let me just say the Animaniacs were awesome. And don't get me started on the awesomeness of Pinky and the Brain.

well, it's a slow night tonight but I will be sure to write more in the near future.

I'm out, bitch. (cuz I am definitely, not rich.)

It's time to watch the news and open your eyes.

2006-09-08T01:06:00.000-07:00

Readers, I ask you to open your eyes and look at the country you find yourself in.

These first 2 weeks of Sept. mark a year since H. Katrina, five years since 9/11, and months before midterm elections. Now more than ever, you must look at how your government officials have represented you. Note: most would say failed.

A year after the country's worse national disaster, a city is still in rumbles, dead remain unfound or await burial, people fear their home city will never be functional as it was (if it was), and the country still lacks a functioning approach to handle this disaster or future catastrophes that may occur. The blame and responsibilities have been passed around like a hot potato and it is time for some one to step up to the challenge, be it an organization at federal or state level. It isn't just about New Orleans though. Several areas faced severe natural disasters last year that need support.

I must say that after years of talk of the War on Terror, Op. Iraqi Freedom, National security, the "other" war, etc. we find ourselves with little results. We were told the war against Iraq was part of the war against terrorism and yet nothing could be heard of our progress in Afghanistan. Now called the 'other war' by the media, we are told that our troops will be met with more resistance there. In Iraq, our troops are part of a civil war (?) which results in Iraqi civilian casualties daily. There is no sign of leaving or giving the govt we helped establish full control of their own resources or troops. There is even the question of how we have made Iraq worse for its citizens and opened it up to more terrorist activity. Bush has gone on to deliver several speeches over the last few days about the need for continued support in the war in Iraq and against terror, wars that the majority don't believe we are successful in or should be in at all. And yet as we continue to fight terrorists, we still learn of more weaknesses in our national security.

Other issues like economy, social security, immigration reform and national borders, and education need attention. International issues are still there like Iran and its nuclear technologies.

Maybe, you don't trust polls and news programs that show only brief clips of stories you don't know the details for. Perhaps you look at the news and media as companies producing fear and distrust which I believe some are. Perhaps you don't know how many deaths have occurred because of these wars or how much they cost. Perhaps you are comfortable in your life ignoring these problems. You must open your eyes, question what you hear and what you don't, and you must vote in 2 months for those congress seats that will shape the next two years of our country. So, do a little research. It isn't just who is a Democrat or who is a Republican; it is about how they will react to these problems we face together or how they have proven they can't.

Some websites that might provide you with information:

The White House
U.S. Senate
House of Representatives
The New York Times
CNN

Please take the time to look at the bigger picture. Look at where our country is going. Question how the problems you ignore now while haunt you in the future (taxes, worse domestic policy, more American hatred). Hold accountable those who choose our actions.

In reading this, please know that I support our troops and the belief of freedom, and do not question those. I, as a citizen, question our leaders and how they have not acted to protect our nation, our troops, and its resources.

with that, I'm out.

Blogging to me.

2006-09-07T00:38:00.001-07:00

I, like millions of people, play on myspace.com daily. (Feel free to click on the link featured on the right.) But, I haven't really found the blogging experience I was looking for. Most individuals don't utilize the blog feature, and it seems to have a touchy setup behind it. I love what blogging is about though. To me, it is sharing your view, message, and life with the world. It is the easiest way to be the writer you never knew you could be. I guess I would love to see more people interested in sharing themselves through words than risque- photos and crap slogans. I am curious about the random guy's view on government, society, life lessons, media/entertainment, etc. I hope that in your reading of my blog you find insight to who I am, what I enjoy, and how I see the world and the ripples I create in it. I don't see a blog as just a summary of the day's events, and I hope you don't see mine in that light. Please throw out comments about topics and interests, please send links of blogs that you find enjoyable. Now, more than ever, there are so many topics I want to share even if it is from the stand point of the random girl and her thoughts.

Blogging to me. Is it different for you?

Where did August go and is it time for fall?

2006-09-07T00:38:00.000-07:00

People, August went by way too fast for me, and I believe I have a reason. I only had one job. It created a large amount of fake free time. Fake free time, you ask. Well, when the working slowed, the sleeping doubled. I slept through August, and maybe I was right to do so... it was hot. But I was still working and at a job 45 mins away from my current sleeping spot, a nice airmattress in an otherwise not nice place, the days were quickly gone none the less. (Shout outs to my brother for being the best roommate I have or will ever have though.) So, the florist gig didn't work out again. Somethings are meant to fall apart. I give myself a B for effort, but my interest for all things floral has not yet disappeared. So, there could be hope in the future. The living situation.... humm. While I get my act together and find an apartment that actually has a half decent management staff and a parking lot that doesn't look like it was featured in a scary movie, I am chilling in a little 2br apt with my brother. He is driven and busy. I am not. Because of our work schedules and the previously- mentioned sleeping, we really don't have time to have issues with each other. Not that we would, because my brother is driven, busy, the best roommate ever, AND he is laidback. So, we are cool. I was saying before: August was toasty. It was, and with no air in the truck on the drive to work, it made for torture. That phrasing there looks bad. Feel free to reread and clean it up in your head. But, there are signs that fall is slowing rolling in. And if by chance you have missed them, I am going to take a moment and point out the truly obvious ones for you. 1. You(I) can walk outside maybe once a week and not want to cry from the heat because you(I) feel a little breeze, a sign of good things to come. 2. TV shows are actually new and they have commercials everywhere telling you when they start up and when you can buy last season on DVD. 3. All magazines and retailers are parading fall lines with sweaters and jackets so stuffy that you could never attempt to wear them here for fear of drowning in your own sweat. 4. Said retailers are finally sold-out of the swimwear that went clearance in May/June; hope you won't need a suit til Feb. next year. 5. Some people just celebrated Labor Day by working for OT or shopping FALL sales, a true sign that fall is upon us.

Well, that was August, and Autumn nears. I must say this to me is the most romantic season and gives you just enough time to prepare for the endless stress of the holidays. People, tie an unneeded scarf around your neck, snuggle with your guy/gal, start budgeting for Christmas and for all the things you want for yourself that will of course go on sale, smile at the clouds, play in the cool rain, and wish for all the drama that is hurricane season to be over all the sooner.

with that, I am out!

It's the middle of the night and I think I might actually write.

2006-09-07T00:00:00.000-07:00

So, it is the middle of the night, and I am tired but surely unable to sleep, so I was thinking of posting a string of short pointless blogs to get things rolling again. I hope anyone new to my blog takes some time to scroll through the year; it could be interesting perhaps. I do find looking back quite intriguing myself, because I frequently forget things that are recorded for me. Well, hope you enjoy!

I am here and writing.

2006-05-29T22:00:00.000-07:00

Well, I have decided to return to the blogger world. I never really wanted to leave, but I had let myself get wrapped up in my 2 jobs. So, I am going to do a quick catchup for any people who still check this out. And for the record, if I was reading your blog before when I was writing, I continued to read it even when I wasn't writing. Just so you guys out there know.

Let's See. Where would I like to begin? Okay, I will begin with what has become my life.

Work.
I am currently working two jobs. I am still working at Best Buy, and the number of hours varies (4-12). I do actually like working there at times. I have good days and bad days, but that is the same anywhere. My full time job is the florist. I have decided to start blogging for the shop so I will update with a link in the future. I work there fulltime (40-50(and up) hours). I only get over 45 or so for holidays like Mother's Day which turned out to be not so bad. I have had one day off this whole month (today). I received a text message saying my schedule had been changed; I was supposed to work today. So, at the florist, I do arrangements and everything else in running the shop. The pictures from a month or so ago were of my first attempts at arrangements. I can already look at them and think they are disasters. So, I am getting better, but I am also having problems. I am trying to learn so much about flowers, plants, management, etc that it is tiresome. The shop isn't doing as well as I need it to or want it to. I don't know how to 'fix' it. I am considering taking a class to improve my work. Another thing. The shop is owned by a close family friend. So, when I don't do well, I feel like I am letting down this family. The emotional tie I have is not good from a business stand point. But it is an opportunity that I would never have had otherwise. More will follow about work later.

Health
My mental health is not good. It's bad actually. Everyday something happens in my mind that I wish wouldn't. I am letting it consume me. I have decided to persue treatment again. Much to my regret. I am not eating healthy either, as it seems my car lives in a drive thru lane. I have decided, however, to get my body in shape and am currently considering joining a gym to help get myself on the right track.

Hobbies
Well, I am not reading at the moment. I manage to get thru the sales paper section of my Sunday paper usually by Friday. And I read old floral magazines about arrangements, flowers, and product availability. As far as the photography, it comes and it goes. I want to take my life back. I think reading and taking pictures was something that kept me sane, which at the moment I cannot say I am. I am still interested in the arts and have seen the ballet again. I am loving Miller Outdoor right now and hope to make it to a few things in June even if I am flying solo.

Relationships
Well, some things change, and some never do. For me, it is the latter. I am happy, I guess. I want something I will never have. And as time goes on, I begin to think less of what I want and try to find some happiness in what I have. I am now happy to say completely over my ex. Wow, after some 3 years. Hahah. So pathetic. This situation I am in now helped me walk away from the unhealthy attachment I had to the past. But I worry if I have found myself in a recurring pattern. I continue to see other people but as friends. God knows that I couldn't handle being in a real relationship even if I wanted one. I have too many things going on in my head that it would be a struggle. And the idea of giving up what little I do have with this guy I have grown to love is something that I don't want to consider at the current time.

Well, there is so much more to share with you few readers, but it isn't going to happen today. I would say check back soon. I miss writing to you guys and sharing my crazy world. I am going to get my life in order. And if working 2 jobs, working out at the gym, eating better, taking my crazy pills, fighting my budget, reading, sleeping with one guy while dating others casually, taking pictures, and blogging is what I have to do than so be it.

With that, I think I am out.

Song Recommendations:

The Fray: How to Save a Life: Over my Head (Cable Car)

Red Hot Chili Peppers: Stadium Arcadium: Dani California
Anna Nalick: Wreck of The Day: Breathe (2am)
Natasha Bedingfield: Unwritten: Single
Jason Mraz: Waiting for My Rocket to Come: You and I Both

Have you found videos or links that no longer work? Sorry for that. I would check them every once and a while, but it does take time. Time I don't have. All links will be checked from this point. Thanks.

I have disappeared.

2006-04-28T21:15:00.000-07:00

Well, I have been putting everything I got into work. I gave up on the picture thing. I just could not keep up. I am trying to sleep as much as possible, but what I am getting doesn't seem to be enough. I am stressing myself out over countless issues and I am losing it. Well, that is the update for any people who still check this thing.

maybe when I get my life in control, I can get back to the picture and post thing. I was really enjoying it at times.

stephie.

I am watching you!

2006-04-09T10:04:00.000-07:00

Haha! Yea, I like Get Fuzzy. What ya going to do about it?

You don't even want to know...

2006-04-09T09:29:00.000-07:00

...how behind I am with photo posting. And I hate to say this, but I got really busy with work and some personal issues. So, a few days are missing completely from the project. Yet, I continue.

Minute Maid/ 4-8

It looks like no images were captured on 4-5, 4-6, 4-7. I can't believe I missed that many days. It's sad actually.

lilies/basket
4-4/4-3

scary/spring2
4-2/4-1

arch (1& 2)/3-31

night 3-30

spring/rose
3-29/3-28

blanket/office
3-27/3-26

rose/made
3-25/3-24

No images were taken for 3-22 and 3-23. The first time I truly got off track with this goal. Oh well.

betty(the bird that nests in my plant)/3-21

me/3-20

me/water
3-20/3-19

letter(never to be sent)/lips
3-18/3-17

moon/netflix
3-16/3-15

Shakira at her finest...

2006-04-01T20:41:00.000-08:00

Hips Don't Lie

I like both of these.

La Tortura

That is a little steamy. Makes me want to start singing in Spanish or grab a dictionary.

Whenever, Wherever

Do you remember how popular this was back in the day?

Chuck Norris: Facts and Videos

2006-03-19T22:30:00.000-08:00

People, Chuck Norris Facts and Videos are everywhere. I recommend killing time by checking out the site and google-ing videos done by Conan. I haven't been able to include some of the videos found because they are often removed quite quickly off of youtube because of copyright issues. Facts posted here are drawn from the site and are not my own.

Chuck Norris Facts

Some of the more unknown facts:

Crop circles are Chuck Norris' way of telling the world that sometimes corn needs to lie down.
CNN was originally created as the "Chuck Norris Network" to update Americans with on-the-spot ass kicking in real-time.
Time waits for no man. Unless that man is Chuck Norris.
Chuck Norris can divide by zero.

The list goes on...
The Facts:

Before Jackie Chan, there was Karate Commandos:

For those of you who think this is just the dumbest thing you have ever seen, you will live even if you lost these past 5 minutes.

Shorts and Commercials

2006-03-15T01:45:00.000-08:00

Jack in the box:

The VW un-pimp your ride commercials:

as always more will follow in the future...

if you are looking to kill time, jump over to following videos:
Excessive Force (more Jack fun)
Fellowship 9/11 (for those who dislike Michael Moore)

if you are looking for Brokeback spoofs:
Brokeback to the Future (prolly funniest I have seen)
The following lack something:
Brokeback Hogwarts Brokeback Mount Doom Star Wars: The Empire Brokeback

You won't believe how many of these exist... Do I think it's right? No, but people get bored, and I do too. I found ones with Spongebob, penguins, etc. More can be found at ifilm.

Well, I am out for now. And if you have watched even half of these, you are prolly bored out of your mind.

Harry Potter, opinions revealed

2006-03-14T23:19:00.000-08:00

Well, Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire hit store shelves only a week ago on DVD. And talk has been everywhere. Today, I feel the need to share with you my thoughts on the book vs. movie, the single vs double disk, and other things HP.

First, anyone who has read the book knows a zillion interesting plot twists are missing from the movie. The movie is missing all class scenes but one, house elves, Mr Crouch's story, Rita's story, the World Cup, some many other great details. Now I know the movie can't be 4 hours long, but some of these cuts resulted in a movie that looked chopped up to true HP fans. Additions with task 1 and major changes with task 3 were interesting but left me wanting what had played out in my head both times I read the book. These changes have also made me question how HP5 will be done to cover the omitions. After watching the movie, I had to remind myself the setting was a school, because I didn't see any interesting magic lessions minus 3 curse lesson early on. And if you notice, two of our favorites Ron and Hermoine aren't even given one task that requires a wand. Or at least I didn't see one. So, do I recommend the movie? Sure, why not. Do I think it does the book justice? not even close. People, read the book. twice.

Now, the release of Goblet. This was the first time Harry Potter was released as a single and double disk set. And the double wasn't offered in full screen for those few people who like full. So, are the extras worth it? Well, the extras do include how the 3 tasks were filmed and an interview with our 3 wizards. I haven't found any easter eggs, but I guess they could exist. The double is good for those of you have the collection already started and want a little extra info about the film while in production. The release with the one and two disks resulted in a higher sale price for the film compared to past movies, but I imagine it was about money. There has also been talk about the length of the movie compared to its theatrical counterpart. It is said that scenes are missing from the movie and the deleted scenes that were in the the version seen in the UK and here(?). Whether this is true or not, I do not know. I could have swore something more went down with Mr. Crouch being found than that little flicker on the screen. But perhaps not.

Now, more HP. HP5 will have a new director so HP5 holds new possiblities. With Order, we can expect more action and character development. According to imdb.com and mugglenet.com, it is already being filmed and due out next year. I look forward to corrections made and hopefully J. Williams is back on board. I can't handle another boring score from this new guy.

That is it for now. I'm out!

It's Picture Time! (part 1)

2006-03-14T16:01:00.000-08:00

It is time for new photos. I hope you guys have a chance to check 'em out.

grow/leaf
3-14

growth/last one
3-14/3-13

me/me2/curve 3-12

light/breezy
3-11/3-10

It's Picture Time! (part 2)

2006-03-14T13:43:00.000-08:00

downtown/water
3-9

fav/hp4
3-9/3-8

friends/classic myspace
3-7/3-6

me/me2
3-6

It's Picture Time! (part 3)

2006-03-14T13:22:00.000-08:00

levels/lovely
3-5

wrist/roses
3-4/3-3

sky and bird/e
3-2/3-1

bird/more clouds
2-28

It's Picture Time! (part 4)

2006-03-14T13:02:00.000-08:00

ribbons/sun
2-27

picture/night air
2-27/2-26

after rain/birds
2-25/2-24

new leaves/grayone
2-23/2-22

Well, it has been a long time without photos, but I have been keeping up. There have been 2 days in this series that were taken after midnight due to the day's events. The project continues.

Comment please!

Numbers

2006-03-02T00:37:00.000-08:00

Hello readers. I have decided to create a section in the column to the right titled: Numbers. There I will be keeping counts and totals for various information. I love numbers and use them to track progress. For frequent readers, it should be interesting.

a few notes: While I am aware counters/code exists to keep this information, as of now, all info will be handed keyed... Each number will have a description here in this post, and this post may be updated in the future to reflect new numbers added.

holla

Days without a soda: basically, I am trying to cut it out of my regular diet. I don't foresee myself making it months or years like before, but who knows. I drink crazy amounts of water now.

miles walked (total): I started hitting the treadmill at the fitness center. The total here is the approx total of the miles it is said I have walked over time. I started at 0.0 on 2/27. No other walking is included at this time.

tracks on my Dell DJ: song count on my mp3 player. Dell Rules. They better be making me a dell dj with video or we are going to have words.

info updated: provides last date numbers were edited.

Can anyone tell me how long you wait before...

2006-02-28T19:17:00.000-08:00

While I have never known how long to wait before swimming after eating, this isn't that question. I need for someone to tell me how long you wait for things to work out. Right now, I care for someone who doesn't see me. And I am forced to wonder will he never see me as I would like him to or do I just give it time, time to grow. I know I have written about this before but for other matters. It is just now I see myself getting hurt a lot faster than I did before. Or I fear the pain that I once thought would be manageable. When you have proven yourself to be a person who inflicts pain on themselves for sport, how do you know you are making the right decision when someone else may be hurting you emotionally? I want to be loved and cared for. And I see in this person so much and I hurt knowing it probably will not work. I have done so many horrible things in my life to ruin friendships, to destroy dreams, to lose family. This time, I want to be strong enough to let someone love me and to give a friendship the time it needs to become something beautiful and unforseen. But how long? I can't say I have lost my best years, because these have been some of the worst. But if this time now is to be my best years, will I end up thinking I wasted them on something that was in my head, for the sake of having something else to beat myself up over? To those of you who don't know me, you probably don't understand. But to those who have known the way my mind twists things around into something so complex it isn't understandable, help me now. Tell me how to be patient. Tell me how to breath. Tell me how to walk away. Tell me how to dream.

Houston Ballet

2006-02-28T19:06:00.000-08:00

Well, on Saturday evening, I attended Swan Lake preformed by the Houston Ballet Company at Wortham. It was beautiful. The artistic director this year decided to make over the production with added dancing and new sets and costumes. Quite lovely. I had been waiting for the show for months having bought my ticket last September. I attended alone. No surprise there. It was a great night out on the town.

Image featured here is from the official site.

Feelings envoked my music 1

2006-02-22T00:10:00.000-08:00

Here is a collection of some of my favorite artists, selected videos, and my reactions to a few of their songs. Videos were selected from what was available and for a variety of reasons. Several songs that I enjoy from these artists didn't make the list, but may appear in other posts.

Goo Goo Dolls

Better Days hope
Iris love
Name sadness
I'm Still Here (j.r.) determination/love/growth

Our Lady Peace

Life getting through it

4am me on a not so good day

Is Anybody Home? part of something bigger

Elevation smiley, happy

Beautiful Day peace

Sweetest Thing giving/receiving apologies

A Perfect Circle

Blue all the times you lie to yourself

3 Libras calmness

Sleeping Beauty my cruising music

Third Eye Blind

Semi-Charmed Life just feeling good

Good for You memories of a relationship

Deep Inside of You feeling love

I still have many artists and songs to go, so this series will continue in future posts. Check back.

Pictures in Parts (part 1)

2006-02-21T15:31:00.000-08:00

Well over these four posts, I hope to share with you a large quantity of photos. I do hope you like some of them. Part of what makes this project fun is your feedback through comments and emails. Please, keep them coming as I will the photos.

bus pass/tree
2-21/2-20

me/me
2-19/2-18

dark in houston/freaky
2-17

baytown skies
2-16

Pictures in Parts (part 2)

2006-02-21T15:15:00.000-08:00

cloudy2/cloudy afternoon/drive home/old sign/evening/gray
2-15

Pictures in Parts (part 3)

2006-02-21T15:14:00.000-08:00

fluffy/framed/cloudy/sun/rooftop/rooftop 2

2-14

Pictures in Parts (part 4)

2006-02-21T15:03:00.000-08:00

branches/hot chocolate (w/ all the extras)
2-13/2-12

full moon/nighttime
2-11/2-10

Perhaps, you are wondering why my photo posts are in parts... Well, curious george, the reason is blogger starts going crazy when you have a zillion photos in one post. trust me....

People, I hope you comment on my images. Click the comment button. You there, you can do it. And if for some reason these images or others are not loading correctly for your viewing pleasure, please say something.

with that I am out!!

It's time for some previews, boys and girls....

2006-02-19T01:05:00.000-08:00

You guys know how I love movies, so I have hunted down some previews for upcoming movies that I will surely be seeing. I hope these films capture your interest as they do mine. Enjoy!

Of course, more clips will follow in the future. As well, as my picks for movies being released on dvd in the upcoming months.

I'm out.

Simple update....

2006-02-18T01:24:00.000-08:00

Friday was a busy day. I got my paycheck, recieved my tax return, went to the bank, did laundry, paid bills, cooked lunch, went to work (3-11:30), grabbed drive-thru for dinner, got stuff in traffic going down the Richmond Strip (it's a club night), got home after midnight, saw the last showing of Underworld 2 (I had a free ticket about to end, I would rate the movie - fair), and finally realized on my walk home at 2:30 am that I hadn't taken a photo. So, people I rushed in, got the camera and did a quick shoot. So, I was a few hours late. I will be posting new images this weekend, but I had to get that off my chest. I mean it was a busy day, it happens. umm, I am a cheater... oh well....

I'm out.

Book Review 1

2006-02-15T23:18:00.000-08:00

This review is for my reading over the first 6 weeks of the year. The three titles that follow are all juvenile/ young adult titles that capture the imagination and beg of you to read the counterparts of their series. They are:

The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe by C.S. Lewis (Chronicles of Narnia, book 2)
So You Want To Be a Wizard by Diane Duane (Young Wizards, book 1)
Deep Wizardry by Diane Duane (Young Wizards, book 2)

First, a look at a book that opens to another land. After seeing the movie at the beginning of the year, I was drawn to read The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe. While the movie and book differ only slightly, both are worth your time. For of those unfamiliar with the plot, four young English children are transported magically to another land through a wardrobe. Once there, they learn of an evil queen or witch who has caused the land to be suspended in an endless winter. With the help of the true king, a lion, the four children rise up against her and fight. The story incorporates strong family ties, a sacrifice, and strength to overcome creating something you wish you could be a part of. The story reads fast and is fairly short. (The movie differs from the book by adding scenes for length.) The Christian beliefs of C.S. Lewis are apparent but well written into the book as to not be forceful. I would recommend this book and series to readers of all ages. I am thankful to a teacher in elementary school who opened my eyes to this classic.

Now, a look at the first two books of the Young Wizards series. I came upon these titles working at Brentano's in the children's section. After reading the entire series (available) of Harry Potter, I had always wanted to read and compare other wizard stories. This series continues to grow with new titles still arriving even after 20 years. Nita learns of her abilities as a wizard from a book she finds. She joins with Kit who is also a novice wizard, and they embark to try and save the world. In this series, the plight of a wizard is to help slow the death of the earth and fight the Lone Power that represents death. In their first adventure, a simple spell turns into a mission to save a magical book that has the fate of the universe tied to it. Nita and Kit search another realm to save the book and return it to safety. In their second adventure, our two wizards join whales deep in the Atlantic to help calm the seas and save Manhattan from seaquakes. Both books include an array of characters that become friends with the main characters. What I enjoy about this series is the young wizards are self-taught, learning their trade together, seeking help from their seniors rarely. The descriptions of speaking to nature and understanding plants, animals, and machines are delightful and wimzical. I would recommend this series to young readers who enjoyed Harry Potter but want a different look of what magic could be.

I have also been reading up on programming, gardening, flower arranging, and array of other domestic topics. You guys prolly don't need a review on what I thought of Home and Garden's Indoor Gardening book. But if you do, you let me know.

A turn in the right direction...

2006-02-15T18:26:00.000-08:00

Well, as some of you might know, I was in counseling for everything that has happened to me and for my 'condition'. Today, I finally made it to my last session. It was great. I left the office much better than when I went in and just a little more hopeful. If anything, I hope that in the future I smile more. True smiles. I have taken up more reading and photography and started cooking. It is crazy how little things can make a difference in a day's events. But everytime my shutter clicks I know I am closer to something. Everytime I absorb a new story or idea it is wonderful, and everytime my dinner doesn't come straight out of a drive-thru or frozen section I know I am closer to being able to complete everyday tasks. Everyday living has been hard lately, but I am going to figure this out. I have always been my own worst enemy and hardest critic. Now, it is time to step up and be my biggest fan, which let me say is going to be trying. It is time for me to get out in the world again and smile. So, if you see me drifting with what seems no direction, wake me up and tell me to smile. Because after I give you one of my classic fake ones, I will probably smile for real.

with that, I am out.

To someone who touches me

2006-02-13T21:30:00.001-08:00

This song is for someone who I know doesn't read this blog, even though I wish he would. I love you, when I know you don't feel the same.

Shout out to MADONNA!!

2006-02-13T21:30:00.000-08:00

Okay, so both of these songs have been recommended earlier, but I am featuring the videos. For these reasons: 1. I like them 2. I think it is awesome how the 2 fit together.

A way to kill the day and test your abilities....

2006-02-12T14:57:00.000-08:00

If you are like me and live a boring, simple life, you need sudoku and kakuro!
I was immediately hooked to sudoku before the Christmas break and thought, "Hey, this is tough..." But that was before I tried Kakuro which sometimes feels like a number nightmare (in a good way). Let me say this, Sudoku comes a lot easier after you have been stuck on kakuro for a while. Trust me on that. So I have decided to picture the two books I am working out of now case you are interested. Both have a fair retail price and offer several puzzles.

Night time

2006-02-10T23:22:00.000-08:00

I have been asked, "what is really so hard about my life?" And the answer is sometimes hard to explain because I have what would be seen as an okay life, but it is NIGHT TIME. There is never a time that you are more aware of how alone you are than the middle of the night or more aware of the problems that plague you. I cannot sleep. I do not want to. I will fight it until my eyes and head hurt enough to convince me otherwise. This usually occurs between the hours of 3-7 depending on the day's events. Laying there alone waiting for my mind to stop racing, waiting for sleep to make all the thoughts and images go away seems to last forever. But I will sleep. And I will not want to wake up. This is deep sleep. I will wake, but see no need to get up. I just want to lay still and fall back into the quietness of my mind. But I fall into a light sleep where my problems and worst fears are played out in vivet dreams that feel so real. I wake up several times thinking horrible things have happened while I was sleeping away my life. Finally there is some moment where I have to get up for work, beverage, etc. It is usually the afternoon, and the sleep ritual has lasted some 8-12 hours. And I do not feel recharged or ready to face anything more than I did the day before. I do not want to look in the mirror. And for a moment, I am glad I am alone because I wouldn't want anyone to see what has become of me in this moment. When I finally see myself, I look so washed out. I look yellow and sickly.

And the best part of it all is I have lost the better part of another day and know that the pattern will continue on yet another night when the night time arrives. If only I could fall asleep satisfied in anything or wake up just every once in a while hopeful... but I cannot.

I miss more than anything: hope.

Curious George for the masses....

2006-02-10T21:49:00.000-08:00

Recommendation: Jack Johnson: Curious George Sdtk: Upside Down

Well, I am going to continue to include song recommendations, but when I can find the music videos, I will post those instead to make the recommendations more accessible to viewers.